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07 April 2005 @ 09:42 am
After the horrible incident that happened to Drew, lots of things have happened.
We weren't close for a while. Drew didn't want anyone, including me, to touch him, which is really understandable. I felt like I couldn't talk to him. I was afraid to talk to him. I thought he wanted to leave me.
Luckily we talked and everything's cleared now. He was upset that I talked with Karl and Keanu. I was worried about him, watched every move he made, even at nights.
But now we both understand each other. Drew knows that I need someone older to support me. At the moment it looks to be Karl. Although I wanted it to be Keanu. I love him and miss him, but he has a whole new life and I'm not a part of that anymore.
Drew knows that I love Keanu, but he's no threat. I don't love him like I love Drew. At one point Keanu was my best friend, but we drifted apart and I don't know if there's any way to close that gap between us. I hope there is. I'd like to talk to him a lot, but every time I try Scarlett or someone else interrupts me and I feel bushed a side again.'
But I have Drew. Everything's good between us, we can talk and we can touch. Our relationship is growing again and I'm very happy about that.