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23 September 2005 @ 04:41 pm
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21 August 2005 @ 11:35 am
I can't believe me and Drew will make love any day now. We've talked about it and done other stuff. It's only matter of time before we will properly go to bed together.
Drew is living with me now. I asked him and he said yes. I'm happy, he's happy, it all looks so good. Sometimes Drew's dad and Keanu still haunt in the backround, but it's easier now than we haven't seen either of them in a long time. I miss Keanu terribly, but I have Karl and Liv to talk now. It's a shame I ruined my friendship with Keanu with my stupid crush and confession of love, but it's done and he hates me now.
But Karl has now some worries of his own. I will help him as much as I can, I know what he's going through. And it's the least I can do after everything he's done for me. I really hope everything will work out well for him and Hugh.
So I'm working a lot, hanging out with Drew and that's about it. I'm so looking forward for a romantic evening with Drew. I have a feeling it might happen quite soon.
26 June 2005 @ 02:04 pm
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20 May 2005 @ 11:27 am
We stop the bikes in front of our house. I can see how nervous Drew is. Doug pats his back quickly before he opens the door.
" It's fine, my mom's cool," I whisper.
Before Drew can even answer my mom rushes out from the house crying.
" Oh Greg! Oh my sweet boy! You're home...oh I've missed you! I've missed you!"
She grabs me and hugs me, squeezes me so tightly, kissing my face and my head, whispering I love yous in my ear.
" Mom! You're embarrassing him!" Doug yells." Can't you see he's with someone?"
Andy's already run inside and Doug follows him too.
" Oh yes, I'm so sorry!" Mom laughs and wipes her eyes." I just saw you from the window and it's been so long! You must be Drew?"
Mom lets go of me and moves closer to Drew to hug him.
" Come here!" She smiles to Drew.
29 April 2005 @ 08:27 am
I did have that talk with Keanu.
I told him everything. Blurted out actually. " I love you. I'm jealous!" How pathetic is that? He just looked at me so I run out. Haven't seen him since and I probably won't see him ever again.
I'm so stupid, stupid, stupid!
I told Drew everything and I was so sure I was going to lose him. But no! He's still with me! How lucky am I?
I just have these feelings and I'm confused. Why? Why? Why? I've been thinking about seeing Liv. Haven't really talked with her so it might be a good thing. Get an outsiders point a view of the matter.
The only good things, besides Drew of course, are my old friendship with Dan and new friendship with Carl. It's been a surprise how well we get along. We are probably spending much more time together now that my friendship with Keanu is over.
07 April 2005 @ 09:42 am
After the horrible incident that happened to Drew, lots of things have happened.
We weren't close for a while. Drew didn't want anyone, including me, to touch him, which is really understandable. I felt like I couldn't talk to him. I was afraid to talk to him. I thought he wanted to leave me.
Luckily we talked and everything's cleared now. He was upset that I talked with Karl and Keanu. I was worried about him, watched every move he made, even at nights.
But now we both understand each other. Drew knows that I need someone older to support me. At the moment it looks to be Karl. Although I wanted it to be Keanu. I love him and miss him, but he has a whole new life and I'm not a part of that anymore.
Drew knows that I love Keanu, but he's no threat. I don't love him like I love Drew. At one point Keanu was my best friend, but we drifted apart and I don't know if there's any way to close that gap between us. I hope there is. I'd like to talk to him a lot, but every time I try Scarlett or someone else interrupts me and I feel bushed a side again.'
But I have Drew. Everything's good between us, we can talk and we can touch. Our relationship is growing again and I'm very happy about that.
16 February 2005 @ 12:03 am
So Tobey and Orli broke up. I don't think anyone expected that. They were so in love and so beautiful together.
I think the main reason was Orli's flirting and Tobey just couldn't trust Orli and Orli's love. They are doing better, I think. Of course they will be sad for a long long time. It's tough to break up with someone. I've never gone through that so I can't even imagine what that might feel like. I hope I never ahve to go through that, but I'm still young, 16 years old.
There was a big party sunday evening and it was all and all an okay evening. Well there were some minor incidents. Orli dance a while with Ian and Heath, things were kind of heated and I bet Tobey couldn't watch it. I spent most of my time with Drew, but I did dance with Keanu. It was a nice friendly dance. We talked and dance, that's what friends do sometimes.
I left with Drew, but he didn't come to my room, because Sidi (Orli's dog) was still with me. I looked after him because Orli's sister Sam came to get Orli out oof the camp for a little while. I had a wonderful time with Sidi. He's a cute, funny and sweet little puppy. Drew was a little afraid of him, but that wasn't Sidi's fault. It's again Drew's dad's fault. He's been using a dog to threat Drew and that's not right for Drew or for the dog. But now Drew likes Sidi too and we're doing so well together. I love him so much and I hope we are together for a long long time!
14 February 2005 @ 11:09 am
If you were a Pirate! by TheHalveric
Yer Pirate Name!
Name yer ship!
Why be ye a Pirate?
Yer First Mate!depp_art
Yer Cabin-boy! (or girl)honey_flavored
Ye're chief rival be the Dread Piratelock_pick
Ye'll be pursued by Admiraljtsunshine
Cut to ribbon in a freak cannon accident...campy_bean
Yer pirate captive to use fer yer wicked pleasuresgondors_daisy
Number o'ships ye'll sink and women ye'll plunder!228
Chance ye'll be hanged... or worse.: 29%
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25 January 2005 @ 06:21 pm
From lovely daloway!
Your Lord of the Rings Vacation by dr_fabulous
Favourite colour
Lucky day
You spend your holiday withDavid Wenham
You spend your daysSkydiving
... and your nightsTied to his bedposts
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